the dork
is merely an ordinary dork,
has the world's WORST judgment in guys,
thinks she's from outer space,
is trying NOT to fall for the wrong guys,
is trying to be a grown-up,
meanwhile, being herself.
Brighter than sunshine current mood : adored theme song : brighter than sunshine by aqualung
FIRST OF ALL, OEI, the impostor MR. FISHTANK, please do not simply use "MR-FISHTANK " just because you think it's fun?! Do you know IT'S SUCH A SERIOUS OFFENSE? Ah yuan,was that you? Or Eugene? Or Chin Woo?Okie, whoever it is, please don't do that.
Anyway, I feel so good about my new life and being the new me. and VICTOR, tell you what, it's gonna stay this way. I won't get myself into shits anymore. Please do mark my words. Someone told me that he's disappointed to know that I actually chose to drink when I was feeling low.Well, that WAS me. And why was I feeling low? I don't think I should elaborate on that. That was something happened in the past and I do not dwell in my past. So yeah. MOVE ON MOVE ON, SHALL WE?
Why Mr Fishtank? Ok, this has something to do with one of my favourite movies. I think I once mentioned about this movie in cherubcherub. So in this movie,Head Over Heels, there was this girl named Amanda Pierre. Literally, she and I share something in common. She had the world's worst judgment in guys and she never failed to fall for the wrong ones. She fell for a homo, a guy who cheated on her with a supermodel, a guy preferred a girl with bigger boobies and a guy did not want a commitment. And me?I fell for a gay, oh yeah, I did, and I was the last person to know, a guy cheated on me with another girl(definitely not a supermodel), a guy did not want a serious relationship, and WORST of all, I dated a guy who broke up with me just because I did not want to have sex with him. Yeah, pathetic, I know.
Then, one day, she finally met Mr. Fishtank. Awwww I think most of the girls would have melted away when they saw Freddie Prinze Jr's smile. *Drools* Okie, okie, back to the story, why Mr.Fishtank? ER HEM.....
BECAUSE
Can't you go and get a dvd by yourself?! Of course, I don't mind lending you the dvd, BUT, it can't work that well now coz I have watched it too many times. Uncountable, I should say. Haha. It's just a long story, anyway. And laziness dominates my life, remember? Well, of course, Mr. Fishtank was not someone perfect. After all the hassles and stuff, they finally got together. -THE END- Haha isn't it an interesting synopsis? Ha! I'm sorry, guys. Please get a dvd or google this movie. I'M SUCH A LAZY BUM AND I'M SO PROUD TO ADMIT THAT. Talking about Mr. Fishtank's smile, I did meet someone with a smile like that before. Someone with the cutest smile. I guess some of you may know whom I am talking about here. Yeah, a guy with a oh-so-common name. Yup, that's him. A guy who turned me into a racist. NAH no, I'm just kidding. I AM NOT A RACIST. Just that, well you know, sometimes, I am afraid of getting into a relationship with a *BEEEEEP* guy. Let me repeat this once again, RACISM AIN'T MY THING. Just that, well, OKIE I SHOULD SHUT UP.
I told Candy about this movie and she said, " Babe, isn't this cool? You are gonna meet your Mr.Fishtank like Amanda did!" " Oh yeah, I might."
In the past, I would just say ," No no no no, I am sooooooo gonna be a spinster for the rest of my life and blah blah blah blah." and the story would continue with how pathetic I was gonna be when I was old and senile, feeding a big black cat in a super duper old apartment and when I died accidentally, no one was gonna notice that, until, that big black cat of mine started to have the idea of feeding himself by eating my corpse up. Yet, now, instead of telling my friends about the spinsterhood story, I will say, "Oh yeah, I will just go with the flow." In fact, life is so much easier when you just let the nature takes its course.
Shao En a.k.a Mr Bad-hair-day, perhaps letting go seems to be the hardest part now. Time is all it takes. Soon enough, you will know how to handle it. Just hang in there, dude! Oh yeah, don't call me DUDE, okie. I'm not a dude, you idiot. Haha. Anyway, just remember this, if it is meant to be, it is gonna happen no matter what. I know how corny this sounds. But this is the fact! Face it!
